Black sheep
I have long been the black sheep in a line of infinitely more enlightened beings. I have been chosen to be part of this wonderful lineage but haven't done absolutely any justice to it so far.
I have been privy to all 'secrets' of success and true happiness from these beings. I am holding the brightest light possible, the map of how to get to the treasure chest and the key to open it once I get there in my hands. But looks like I am still waiting for something more. And years have gone by. Ages. Births. Deaths. Cycles.
I am letting them down and will soon reach the end of the line once more after which not sure when the next chance will come around.
I need to understand what real happiness is.
And that's not possible unless I truly understand what real misery is. Not the physical, mental or emotional lows that I experience. Those are just the effects just as the corresponding highs. The cause of these highs and lows is the real misery. I have long treated the effect and that's been temporary at best [even when the treatment has worked]. The cause is permanent and has never been cured or even worked upon so far.
Once I get it ...
I will finally get past it.
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